I saw a facebook friend share his website for his web programming subject. It was
really nice. I envy him that he's making one. While I am stuck. My mind unconsciously avoiding
studying because of how long, hard and tedious learning programming is. And yet, Its the only
thing I want to do. The only skill I want to learn to get a job.I kinda wish that I can
learn things overnight and make awesome website. But reality is harsh. Learning is a long
and tedious journey to obtain that skill. Needs a lot of patience and self-discipline which
I'm really lacking right now. But what else is there for me to do? what goal of mine
will replace another? But I cannot give up, I'm gonna regret it and my consciousness will nagged me
to no end.

Self-discipline is
the ability to make yourself do,
what you should do,
when you should do it
whether you feel like it or not

I need to try again with that definition in my mind.