blueside2

Its BER months once again. How time flies. Last month a super typhoon hit us and we were signal #3. But when it hit landfall, the typhoon weakened and the weather just became a normal rainy night. We were lucky. Its said the Sierra Madre, the largest mountain range in the country, reduce the its intensity. Lucky for us.

Still its said that the 'amihan' season is now here. It said it'll be cold stay, but the weather during the day is still hot. Like we never left summer season.

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Mom and I had an argument a while ago. Her nagginess, her unreasonable sermons made my blood boil. She always see every little problem around. I usually just bear with it, but it had a toll on me. It was exhausting, draining, and tiring. My energy became weak, ruining my day. I felt cold and distant from mom. At times I ignore her, at times i couldn't bear it. Maybe this time its best to just ignore her more, and remind myself to just ignore her talks and not reply to her every little whining. I'm tired of explaining things to her. Pagod nako sa ugali niya. I have enough.

I've been watching youtube videos of small houses, tree houses, small livable cabins and such but have some good interior. Saw one that's small but good and spacious enough to live enough for one person. How I wish I have money and bought and design a small house to stay and live with so I can work and rest in peace away from mom. 

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I tried buying a cheap vertical lift mouse, hoping it'll help relieve my arm and shoulder pain. It takes time getting used to. Kinda does offer relief and less stress, but the pain still exist. I combine with a wrist brace to offer better comfort. This will do for now.

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I've found few 'jobs' online  to start with.  I'm trying to study to pass a entry test and I need to prepare and fix my resume to submit to another one. I'm trying to balance work and study and I am struggling. Hoping it works out for me.